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Sunday, August 8, 2010
12:40AM
feeling happy. san francisco again in only 6 days. so good.
Monday, July 26, 2010
6:12PM
i have talked shit on every single one of my friends.
all of you.
it feels good.
Friday, July 2, 2010
8:22PM
there is a vast emptiness in me today.
my heart is soft and small
there is stability in my bones
and my feeble mind goes blank.
there is no god damned love i whimper tiny and still.
(like a runt mouse)
your heart is still in mine
(from my favorite poem i gave to you)
is mine still in yours?
tomorrow i will be stronger
(but today i walk like a ragdoll)
or a wet noodle
at least im not a soccer fan.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
6:52PM
sometimes i still find comfort in the fact that God loves me. its a foreign feeling.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
9:37PM
i have alot of unresolved things in life. they just keep piling up.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
1:43PM
i will eventually fuck up every single thing i touch.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
shit.
okay that all
love-jordan
Monday, October 12, 2009
1:45PM
its hard to hear that you have been lied to for so long.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
i carry your heart(i carry it in mine)
i do not love you anymore. but with each day that goes by i miss you a little more.
maybe its the guilt i feel.
or the fact that i feel responsible for what happened to you.
either way i know you read this and since i have no other way to tell you this. i am sorry.
i hope you find happiness.
remember to smile sometimes.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
3:34AM
do not concede the light within you to the dark that wants in.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
this is getting pathetic but nobody reads this anymore so i will use it as my shoulder to weep on.
There is nothing to say.
say something.
i have 3 words for you.
do you feel this way?
my heart fainting.
il est pour vous
tie my body to your anchor
drag me through your seas
its will all be worth it
if the journey carries me,
through the world and to the end
where there is life to be found in you.
il le vaudra tout
si je suis là avec vous
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
i am very moved to remove my shoes and walk into the hot sun.
my feet will mesh with the ground.
my toes will grow into roots.
soon my body will take hold of the deep earth below.
all of these bones will become rigid and fixed.
the arms from my sides will praise the sky.
hair will turn to leaves.
hands into branches
eyes into knots
skin into grain.
i will give back all i have taken away.
i will be a sight to behold.
useful.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
try and destroy me. i am all that is man.
Friday, August 7, 2009
8:14PM
if you pray just pray for me and mine. i cannot say much more. times are hard lately.
Monday, July 20, 2009
havent been this down for some time. right now the past makes me want to cry. i miss summers and good friends that feel so distant now.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Its amazes me how selfish and heartless one person can be.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
God is love.
and love is real?
i am tired of people. i am constantly letting and being let down.
Friday, May 1, 2009
My wrist watch is blinking blue.
Brassy and loud
Like a call to mecca.
Warning of all the things to do.
Eat another xanex
because happiness is not reccession proof.
Beep beep etcetera...
The siren on my wrist is calling again. begging for me to sucomb to her timely seduction.
Please, five move minutes mom.
How I long to make love to punctuality.
But I will abstain for fear of giving birth to more alarm clock wrist watches.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
lately my confidence has been very shaken.
i feel like i am supposed to be a lot better at more things than i am.
i know i can cut hair and all that, but a few things lately has made me feel not so good about myself.
on a better note i did a woman's hair today and she loved it and tipped me. thanks' to everyone who has come into the school and let me do their hair.
p.s.
www.jordanbcarr.com
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